Powerless and left at the mercy of the universe and prag for clarity and healing for myself and all others big and small. I feeling like I’m left with the ability to leave all the time. I’m scared because I dont know what’s going to happen to me at the end of the day and that’s maybe not the entire reason behind me being afraid to go or haven’t left yet. I do know that being afraid of the unknown definitely play the part in allowing myself to keep my chains on me shackle to Denver or wherever I may be no… because it’s not really the place outside that is affecting what we see it’s ourselves on the inside… a place we’re at inside that matters tyr most as it changes and affects everything else.